My marriage its over.
Told my wife how I feel.
She wasn’t happy and rejects this with zeal.
“I thought we lived in such wedded bliss?”
How can you say that, we don’t even kiss?
I’ve tried to make contact, always brushed aside.
Broke my heart it did, made me unhappy deep down inside.
Now my heart is blackened, she screams at me madly.
I should be forgiving, not treat her so badly.
Unable to stand anymore, the pain deep inside.
My emotions laid bare, not easy to hide.
A broken shell, I walk towards the front door.
Trying to leave, not a man anymore.
The screaming it starts. The hysterical fits.
The shouting it hurts me, at the end of my witts.
The blame its all my fault, to late to find out.
“You should have tried harder” I’m hearing her shout.
I’ve tried to do better, so that’s it, I’m out.
Again I try to leave, walk out of the door.
“If you leave me, there’s nothing, in this life for me.”
So blackmail it is, even this fool can see.
You want me to stay, for your own selfish needs!
When I wanted you, needed you, you didn’t want me.
This conversation is over, I’ve nothing to say.
I’d like to leave now, please get out of my way.
More screaming and more shouting, still nothing has changed.
My love for you is over, you pushed me away.
As you’re reading, “treated her badly”, you think?
Maybe kept her chained to the kitchen sink?
Nothing could be so far away from the truth.
I treated her well, loved her madly, over her head kept a roof.
But push me away, she did for such a long time.
Until I can’t take it like a bad rapping rhyme.
This constant abuse, mainly mentally, too much.
I snapped inside and to leave I did rush.
Within seconds she went mental, her wrists tried to slit.
So it seems like it’s my fault, know not do I why?
She doesn’t want me, and prefers she would die.
This leaves me just thinking, “What can i do?”
I wanted to leave but now should I do?
So, yet again I am locked in.
Her blackmail, so evil, but yes it does work.
To her comfort, I’d race but then be a berk.
In her eyes is a dead look, she looks like to cry.
So my marriage is over, we both know this and definitely why.
But she’ll kill herself gladly, the horrible sow.
I’m leaving this place, if she’s dead then so how.
She pushed me too far, so a cry I don’t give.
My marriage is over, so please let me live.
I want out of this household, so bad you don’t know.
I’m writing this story, so my mind might be at rest.
I’m leaving you gladly, I’m at my Witt’s end.
Our marriage is over, don’t care, I wont cry.
Spend time with you now, make me wonder why.
I didn’t leave much sooner, I’m sorry cant lie.
I’m leaving this household, this time it’s for good.
Being with you, like wading through mud.
Our marriage is over, please let me go.
Know I once loved but now, not anymore.
I’ve moved on in my life, I’m letting you go.
In a happier place now that I’m on my own.
My marriage is over, I need my own time.
Lets hope that life will get better.
In the fullness of time!